{"id":120,"date":"2009-07-11T00:25:23","date_gmt":"2009-07-11T00:25:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/dev.gregbueno.com\/wp\/vexvox\/2009\/07\/11\/how_do_you_manage\/"},"modified":"2009-07-11T00:25:23","modified_gmt":"2009-07-11T00:25:23","slug":"how_do_you_manage","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/vexvox\/2009\/07\/11\/how_do_you_manage\/","title":{"rendered":"How do you manage?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I went out to Oilcan Harry&#039;s on Thursday night with Skitzfiggitous, and she asked me what I&#039;ve been doing during my vacation. I told her I spent one day reading a book about &#8230; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/book\/show\/1317946.Managing_Humans\">management<\/a>. Her reaction was the same as mine &#8212; surprise.<\/p>\n<p>I told her about a prediction <a href=\"http:\/\/www.astrofish.net\/\">Kramer<\/a> made last year. He told me to look into taking a management class, or to read a book about management. He sees management in my future. I made noises to Skitzfiggitous about how I don&#039;t consider myself management material, and she said, &quot;Yes you are.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Oh crap.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#039;m revising history or something, but the last time I tried my hand at management, I sucked at it. First, I was the features editor at Ka Leo O Hawai`i, then managing editor. It didn&#039;t take me long to develop the reputation of bad cop, and I struggled with filling my section with copy because, well, I scared the hell out of my writers. I felt a lot of frustration because I wanted to do some ambitious things without having to provide instruction first. Hell, I thought that was what classes were for. I wanted writers who were ready to do the job. They weren&#039;t. Not till after I was done with them.<\/p>\n<p>(The conventional wisdom, of course, was that the paper was the real learning experience, and classes were something you did to get the degree.)<\/p>\n<p>After college, some supervisory positions opened up at Austin 360, and I was passed over for them every time. It turned out for the best, really, because I probably would have gone through the same kind of power trip I did at the student newspaper. Those votes of no confidence, however, spurred me to think more laterally, and I learned web development. Goodbye, editorial! Fuck the corporate ladder!<\/p>\n<p>So back to last night with Skitzfiggitous telling me I was manager material.<\/p>\n<p>I told her to explain to me just what I was doing to give off that impression. I know what kind of manager I am &#8212; one who rules with an iron fist and is just as willing to rain shit on people as shit was rained upon me. She had a laundry list.<\/p>\n<p>First, I&#039;m opinionated about things about which I know, which, to her frustration, is a lot. That kind of expertise gives off a manager vibe, I guess. She also said I have a better understanding of big picture stuff than some managers she&#039;s encountered. I&#039;m also not the kind of person who takes shit from anyone, but I&#039;m not inaccessible either. I understand the former; the latter, I still don&#039;t get.<\/p>\n<p>Skitzfiggitous said she pictures me in a managerial role but not at our workplace. I don&#039;t picture that either.<\/p>\n<p>I&#039;ve designed my career in such a way to avoid management altogether. I consider myself a tool, something you use to make a job easier. You want what to do what? Sure, I can script something to do exactly that. Just &#8230; leave me alone.<\/p>\n<p>Before the new year, I was one of two people in charge of a committee to update a specific web tool. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.gregbueno.com\/index.php\/vexvox\/entry\/3826\/\">I&#039;ve mentioned it before<\/a>. Something tells me that&#039;s my leadership style.<\/p>\n<p>Deity save us now.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I went out to Oilcan Harry&#039;s on Thursday night with Skitzfiggitous, and she asked me what I&#039;ve been doing during my vacation. I told her I spent one day reading a book about &#8230; management. Her reaction was the same as mine &#8212; surprise. I told her about a prediction Kramer made last year. 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