{"id":64,"date":"2006-04-10T21:50:22","date_gmt":"2006-04-11T05:50:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gregbueno.com\/wp\/meisakuki\/2006\/04\/10\/what_i_deserve\/"},"modified":"2006-04-10T21:50:22","modified_gmt":"2006-04-11T05:50:22","slug":"what_i_deserve","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/2006\/04\/10\/what_i_deserve\/","title":{"rendered":"What I Deserve (2006)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I won&#8217;t go into what inspired this lyric because it&#8217;s silly. But if you&#8217;re a regular reader of the <a href=\"http:\/\/journal.gregbueno.com\/\">journal<\/a>, I can tell you the background because you&#8217;ll have known about it.<br \/>\nI said I was going to write lyrics before I write music for my next project, so I better start making good on that.<br \/>\nI&#8217;m ripping off Kelley Willis&#8217; title, but the sentiment of my song is vastly different from hers.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><br \/>\n<strong>What I Deserve<\/strong><br \/>\nApril 2006<br \/>\nAm I so far into your past<br \/>\nYou&#8217;d look behind (and) never see me?<br \/>\nHave I become something you hate?<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s better than being forgotten<br \/>\nI guess it&#8217;s what I deserve<br \/>\nI guess it&#8217;s what I deserve<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s funny how you&#8217;re so distant<br \/>\nBut never far from my mind, I<br \/>\nWish I could do something different<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s best I keep where I&#8217;m going<br \/>\nI guess it&#8217;s what I deserve<br \/>\nI guess that you have that right<br \/>\nI guess there&#8217;s no going back<br \/>\nI guess we can&#8217;t go ahead<br \/>\nI guess I did all I could<br \/>\nI guess it&#8217;s never enough<br \/>\nI know it&#8217;s what I deserve<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t think you have that right<br \/>\nI know there&#8217;s no going back<br \/>\nBut we can still go ahead<br \/>\nI know I can&#8217;t do enough<br \/>\nBut why can&#8217;t you do much more?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m going to rip off Kelley Willis&#8217; title, but the sentiment of my song is vastly different from hers.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-64","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4Bkir-12","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=64"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=64"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=64"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}