{"id":21,"date":"2005-01-30T23:42:49","date_gmt":"2005-01-31T07:42:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gregbueno.com\/wp\/meisakuki\/2005\/01\/30\/absolute_ego\/"},"modified":"2005-01-30T23:42:49","modified_gmt":"2005-01-31T07:42:49","slug":"absolute_ego","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gregbueno.com\/meisakuki\/2005\/01\/30\/absolute_ego\/","title":{"rendered":"absolute ego"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Amateurs imitate. Geniuses steal.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve always found this idea comforting.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s no such thing as an original idea.<\/p>\n<p>I heard that in a music composition class, although I think I read it in a Sting interview in high school.<\/p>\n<p>When I was much younger and a lot more unchecked with my egotism &#8212; these days it&#8217;s reigned in but not by much &#8212; I prided myself on being a thief. I would write a song and say exactly where I took each idea.<\/p>\n<p>I stole that drum beat from Basia. I took that bass rhythm from Duran Duran. That background noise is from John Zorn. I wrote those lyrics in the style of Robin Holcomb.<\/p>\n<p>I was confident my theivery was blatant but unrecognizable once filtered through my own sense of harmony and rhythm and melody.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m doing it again.<\/p>\n<p>I said I&#8217;m &#8220;studying&#8221; ACO&#8217;s <i>absolute ego<\/i> album to work on the second Eponymous 4 project, which is a euphemism for &#8220;stealing&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>But it occurred to me &#8212; is it really possible for me to know if I&#8217;m really stealing? What if my sense of theft is actually imitation?<\/p>\n<p>What constitutes imitation anyway?<\/p>\n<p>When DJ Danger Mouse deconstructs the Beatles and Jay-Z, is that theft or imitation? When MC Hammer lifted Rick James&#8217; &#8220;Superfreak&#8221; for &#8220;You Can&#8217;t Touch This&#8221;, is that theft or imitation?<\/p>\n<p>When Kurt Cobain lifted the chorus of &#8220;More Than a Feeling&#8221; from Boston for &#8220;Smells Like Teen Spirit&#8221;, is that theft or imitation? When The Killers sing about a &#8220;boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend&#8221; 10 years after Blur sang about &#8220;girls who are boys who like girls to be boys&#8221;, is taht theft or imitation? (Never mind both songs rip off the &#8217;80s.)<\/p>\n<p>Today, I bought Soul II Soul&#8217;s &#8220;Back to the Life&#8221; from iTunes because I wanted to use that song&#8217;s beat in a reconstruction of a song I wrote 12 years ago parodying their style. (The beat I came up with then was closer to Madonna&#8217;s &#8220;Vogue&#8221;.)<\/p>\n<p>And just before I sat down to write this entry, I went track by track through <i>absolute ego<\/i> looking for more beats to steal. I&#8217;m finding it easier to play randomly to a rhythm than just plucking chords out of thin air.<\/p>\n<p>When am I stealing? And when am I imitating?<\/p>\n<p>And would the listener notice in the end?<\/p>\n<p>Maybe ACO would &#8230;<\/p>\n<hr size=\"1\" width=\"50%\">\n<p>In a fit of irrational paranoia, I spent a few minutes yesterday jotting down the serial numbers of all my valuable electronics.<\/p>\n<p>Now that I&#8217;ve bought the same model keyboard that was stolen from me six years ago, I want to make sure I can recover it should lightning strike twice.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a superstitous part of me that thinks an object which attracted thieves way back when isn&#8217;t something to welcome back into my home. I think that&#8217;s culture &#8212; my mom was once adamant that we keep a moth fluttering about our porch light from entering the house. She said it was my grandfather.<\/p>\n<p>However much that primordial sense influenced the act of taking down those serial numbers, really it&#8217;s just a smart thing to do regardless.<\/p>\n<hr size=\"1\" width=\"50%\">\n<p>The following section are a bunch of notes to myself, but I&#8217;m posting them hear to make myself accountable.<\/p>\n<p>So far, I&#8217;m working on the following songs for the second Eponymous 4 project. I&#8217;m taking a few of them from <i><a href=\"\/ghost\/\">A Ghost in My Shadow<\/a><\/i>:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li> Promises<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">1<\/sup>\n<li> Never Turn Back<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">1<\/sup>\n<li> Silver Sting<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">1<\/sup>\n<li> Our Best Wasn&#8217;t Enough<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">2<\/sup>\n<li> Untitled (ACO 2)<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">3<\/sup>\n<li> Untitled (Oktober 1)<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">4<\/sup>\n<li> Untitled (House)<sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">1<\/sup>\n<\/ul>\n<p><sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">1<\/sup> These songs are reconstructions from <i><a href=\"\/ghost\/\">A Ghost in My Shadow<\/a><\/i>.<\/p>\n<p><sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">2<\/sup> Formerly &#8220;Untitled (ACO 1)&#8221;. I wrote lyrics to this song last night (Jan. 29).<\/i><\/p>\n<p><sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">3<\/sup> This song is probably more inspired by UA than ACO, but since I&#8217;m &#8220;stealing&#8221; from <i>absolute ego<\/i>, I may as well label it ACO.<\/p>\n<p><sup style=\"font-size: smaller\">4<\/sup> I want to use the rhythm from Duran Duran&#8217;s &#8220;Secret Oktober&#8221; for a dub song, but I can&#8217;t help but want to do something more along the lines of ACO&#8217;s &#8220;Intensity (You Are&#8221;) or Sade&#8217;s &#8220;Slave Song&#8221;. A member of Sade wrote &#8220;Intensity&#8221; for ACO.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When am I stealing? 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